I am totally lost with your thought

I dont know what did i just do to piss you off... its just impossible, you get mad easily recently... I are so angry with everything happening... You tell me you are okay, and yet you scold me... What did i just do recently? I thought you had forgiven my last mistake. i am trying to redeem myself now and you just have to do something to ruin me? If you really still hate me, just say it out! I am very lost and angry with the way you treat me. I know i am not a very good friend, but if you befriended with me is just to use me as a tool then tell me now. I can just destroy this wall or string that bind us as friends, i dont want a fake smile from you anymore